My struggle

[Lindamoriarty12]

Hey guys have had anxiety and depression for 2 years now & feel so alone really have been struggling with the people around me , find it so hard to open up to anyone about my story I was sexually abused as a child, I had no one. I struggled with this all my life with cheating other halfs and people who would do anything to hurt me. I've had a boyfriend for 4 years.now, I constantly do everything wrong I am mad about him and don't want to loose him he's the only one that really knows what I went through but I just get extremely jealous to the stage where I can't cope. I am going to loose him and I really won't have anyone.... I feel him loosing love for me over how anxious I am in a crowd or how I'm afraid of everything...

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Sucks that what your suffering from now was an event back then that caused it. I’m in a rut myself and not sure what to do. So I can’t really offer help except that I’ll lend an ear. Just know that you and many others including me are going through a shit storm.

[wonderingt]

I know it’s easier said then done. Im in a similar boat. I’ve recently told my girlfriend I’m depressed and I just don’t want to loose her. If your boyfriend is strong and loves you like he says he does, then he won’t leave. 4 years? That’s not a short time. It’s hard for me to tell you that everything will be okay, because it doesn’t feel that way. But we’re gonna be okay. If you ever need someone to talk to I’m here. That’s what we have phones for.