I'm so lost and confused about life. Depression has gotten ahold of me and won't let go. It's torturing our souls. It's evil. I feel so different and weird from society. I feel invisible to everyone. I feel like I'm stuck in purgatory.... Like I lost everything that means so much to me. Nostalgic thoughts. But I'm also scared. I have bad PTSD. I feel bad but weed helps with my anxiety and depression. But I feel weak and awful cause I don't think the people around me accepts weed as a medicine for others....