I feel like I've given up...

[Midnightwolf1]

My school is the most important thing to me. I've only got 2 F's since I've been in school and that teacher hated me, and I was at the mental heath center place when she failed me. The first time. But now I'm in high school taking collage classes and I'm failing my English collage class. I feel like I just said forget it and stop trying all together for everything. But I've tried so hard to maintain a B but i guess I didn't try hard enough. Now I have another F on my record I feel like I'm not going to get no where with life and I'm just going to give up on everything, school, my personal life, my passion for art, my brother, maybe evan my father... idk anymore....

[Meerkat1993]

Don't give up. I love school but due to my depression I've had to take breaks from it. I am now back in it and though I now feel behind in life I know I did Mt best to take care of my needs. Now my need is to become better and make a life for myself. It gets hard oh so hard.. But you can do it. Just don't forget to breathe.

[Midnightwolf1 in reply to Meerkat1993]

Thank you, I'm trying so hard its so hard... with school and my own personal life you know.

[Meerkat1993 in reply to Midnightwolf1]

My depression got so bad after an event made the already existing depression worse that I left college keeling only one class and came home to be near family. With only one class a week I figured I could manage to go to class but I was just so anxious and refused to go back on campus and was booted from the class. I know owe money but if that hadn't occurred I wouldn't be in nursing school right now with a man who truly loves me by my side.

[Midnightwolf1 in reply to Meerkat1993]

Thank you, it gives me more hope than I had, ☺

[fauxartist]

hang in there kiddo....one thing you might want to try if it's not too late is ask your teacher for a make-up assignment and if you have paper work on being in the hospital...you should be able to get a medical deferment of some kind. If not...then re-take that class with another teacher, and see if you can get the F's ex-sponged from your record with the current better grade...these things happen and all we can do is try something different...don't look at it as and end, but towards a possible solution. I did it with a microbiology class from h*ll I had...first time around I got a D....and that wasn't exceptable for the program I was shooting for...so took a summer school class at another college and made up the grade.

[Midnightwolf1 in reply to fauxartist]

That hospital thing happened in 8th and I think the teacher was racist but I could be wrong. I'm moving to a new school after this school year is over. SO maybe it will be kinda of a new start. I'm just afraid they will see me not good enough to put me in a collage class..

[fauxartist]

do not worry about not being good enough, you know you are...everyone has to 're-do' something in their schooling...so your not alone...and no academic should fault you for that...and some teachers 'are' just bad teachers...so we move on from it towards trying again...if you have been a B student....they are going to see that...and knowing your medical situation as to why you had a rough time....that's all they need to know....keep trying....'it's the squeaky wheel that gets oiled'...so squeak away my friend....you'll be okay....

[Midnightwolf1 in reply to fauxartist]

Thanks ☺