I have been struggling with my anxiety of not wanting to leave the house or do ANYTHING very bad again. I was at least running an errand a day to get me out of the house. It's like I just don't care anymore! I sit around all day in my PJ's with no make-up. Feel like SH.. & look like SH..!!!! I have given up all hope that things will ever get better.
I have started to read the book DARE & it is really a great book, but I can't seem to stay focused to even read it!!!
I just DON'T KNOW WHERE TO TURN OR WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!! I want to CRY! Put my head in my pillow & SCREAM OUT CRYING!!!