I have nobody who can understand. Lately I haven't even wanted to talk with my husband and mom because I find it so unhelpful and Im tired of being invalidated, told Im overreacting or dramatic and misunderstood in general. I have a therapist but so what? For an hour once a week someone listens and thats all the understanding that I get in this life. In a couple of months I will no longer be able to afford her anyways. I have no friends, looking through facebook and wondering why Im not good enough for my friends to even pretend to care about me nobody ever texts or messages, they only like pictures of my pets or my husband. I am so unhappy and Nobody cares at all and I have had anxiety and depression my entire life and it's such a waste.