Hopeless

[kitimay]

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My life has been nothing but thrash lately, sometimes I wonder why was I even born? I don't even see any future of myself or any purpose of my life. All I ever see is a foggy view in front of my eyes and yeah,i wanted to tell you that my step father has been acting like a bitch lately, I don't really know what's wrong with him. Even today, he said so many trash about me and my brother. He said words that really hurt me and that too when I was alone. He acts so different in front of my mother and I hate him and his whole family. You know what! Even his daughters bitch about me and my mother when they think I'm not there. I always hear them bitching about us when I just pass by them without their notice. Life is really being a bitch now and yeah, I just want to run away somewhere where no one can ever find me....

And yeah, I was harassed by him

[xobrandy211xo]

I'm so sorry you have to deal with that. I'm not too fond of my step dad either, he's always been an asshole. I'm speaking from experience you will drive yourself crazy giving his actions/attitude any attention. The best thing you can do is ignore him at all cost. You do have a purpose sometimes it takes a little to figure it out. Can you tell me a little about yourself? Age, hobbies, music, movies? You're worth it, your life is worth living. I promise once you try to control any anxiety/depression you have, your life can be so beautiful. I'm here if you need a friend. 🤗💜

[kitimay in reply to xobrandy211xo]

Thank you so much.... And of course, we can be friends..

I'm 17, I love reading books and composing poems... I am an ambivert... Wbu??

[Anita_C in reply to kitimay]

Hi! I’m about to turn 17 and have a friend going through a similar situation. Just hold on tight and when you can spend time with your friends or sleepover if your family is making you feel that bad. Write poetry to get all your feelings out! I’m also an ambivert!

[xobrandy211xo in reply to kitimay]

I'm 30, living in Florida. I could agree that I am a ambivert as well. What are some good books you would recommend? Poems are fun to write, I used to do creative writing in high school. Do you have one you'd like to share?

[kitimay in reply to xobrandy211xo]

Ohh that's so nice.... And yeah, I've written a couple of poems and paragraphs on my blog

You can check the them out at

springgirl61.wordpress.com