I'm tired. Straight tired.
Recent diagnosis of pseudotumor cerebri and the current medication to alleviate the pain and potential loss of vision causes severe side effects that affect my ability to function (am lethargic a lot: need to lie down at a moments notice, hot/cold flashes, confusion, etc.)
Am really nervous all the time and aggravation is not wanted or welcome.
I recently decided to end codependent relationships. I haven't reached out to my dysfunctional family in a week and am okay with that.
I got a text from my primary agitator and trigger (mother) yesterday stating that she misses me and that my nephews,who she has temporary custody of, want to know what they did for me not to come around. Manipulation at its finest.
I texted back for her to leave me alone with the foolishness and have a nice day. I don't want anything to do with anyone who has any negativity going on. Please understand, I know that life happens but it's how you deal with it that makes all the difference.
I need support. I need to be able to talk to someone positive.
Please help me. I feel like I am loosing my sanity and I know it's just a trick to keep me in a negative space. Is there anyone who would like to communicate daily?
Thank you. Be well.