I am new to this support group, I have always struggled with depression since I was in high school. I am now in college and I believed I have developed some type of anxiety disorder. I am not sure where it came from or why I have it, but I do know it is starting to greatly affect me. What is most troubling about my anxiety is the thoughts that I have. I have never been a violent person, I can't even watch violent television shows, but recently I have such dark violent thoughts and they come completely out of nowhere and they scare me. I am not sure if anyone else experiences this, but I just don't want to think these things which gives me even more anxiety. I have always made myself think of the worst possible outcome for any situation I'm in, but this is much worse. I do plan on talking to someone soon, was just hoping someone could give me some advice. Thanks for your time.