TODAY ANOTHER DAY

[PHYLETTE]

well what is there to say.... today is just another day that i wish i could just close my self in a closet and be there the rest of my life. NO one understands. I try to just pretend but even that just makes it worst. i cry all day , when im driving and i hide while my husband drive pretending to sneeze. he will just yell at me (what is your damn problem!) say o that shit again! Im isolated in his families house who dont understand english they speak another language. I cant have friend cause my husband is insecure. (i met him that way I thought it would change.) i cant go any where while he sleep he work overnight mostly sleep all day. I just had my fourth child in april. Some please tell me im not crazy. My husband keep saying the devil is in me. I dont want to do any thing but sleep and cry away from everbody. i think about taking my life but never my kids need me. That is what keep me here. If i died no one will help them cause no one helped me. My parent died when i was really your. My father passed right after i had my first child(23 days after) . i feel so much just sadness anger and lonley all at the same time i just wannt to scream, yell cry brake thing . some one pls help. talk listen anything.

[plzmybabies]

I feel your pain. Do you take care of your children?

[plzmybabies]

your not crazy, just overwhelmed.

[CaptainCrunch]

You are not crazy. Thank you very much for posting here. You actually sound very strong. Especially for you children. It also takes great strength to reach out and ask for help. You are not alone. I feel like many here have reached that stage of brokenness and can relate with your pain. Please keep talking. Please keep posting. We are hear to listen.

[Mfgha6843]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Reaching out for support on here is good! You are not alone! I can relate to feeling overwhelmed sometimes. Seeing a counselor has really helped me work through why I experience anxiety and ways to relieve it. You are worth it! Never forget that you matter. I'm always here if you need to talk.

[goldengirl80401]

Bless your heart. I'm so glad you reached out for help on this site. I am new here, too, and the people have been wonderful. You are not alone, but you need help. You are stronger than you think...really. You need to take care of YOU and your children, Your husband will just have to understand...if not, you probably need to get hip for that situation, too. One day at a time. Stay connected here. You will find much support and understanding. Peace.

[Hidden]

I'm a pretty lonely person too. All my friends left me. If you want we can talk?