My psychiatrist called me regarding my job loss. She was very concerned and wants to see me ASAP. Most likely she will change my meds because of my frequent crying spells and not being able to hold a job. I have an appointment to see her on Tuesday.
On another note, I saw a new therapist for the second time finally (This was my fourth therapist since November of 2015). Given the circumstances with my crying spells and job loss, she wants a higher level of care for me. She said that none of this is my fault and she wants my psychiatrist to perform a new psychiactric evaluation on me to figure out a more accurate diagnosis. The Therapist told me that I have been dealing with depression for years and it's a vicious cycle that needs to be broken asap, especially because it has been effecting my ability to hold a job due to my uncontrollable crying spells and other negative behaviors in the workplace. The therapist thinks that I need to find someone to see on a weekly basis that accepts my insurance, like a psychologist.
Now, I am back to square one as far as looking for another therapist goes. I called a bunch of psychologists and left messages. Hopefully, I will be able to get a hold of one soon.