I can't stand this taking over me so much. Today I tried to do a couple things (since past few days have barely got out of bed) I went to the gym to maybe boost me up a bit, get some endorphins going, some movement for my body to loosen up, since I had enough energy to at least try. But nope. Did nothing for me. My music usually will take me into another place, and I can zone out. But its like nothing is working. I am still stuck in this. So uncomfortable. Its a mixed state of depression and anxiety for me- like I am so down and not into anything but then my anxiety is having my head race, I am thinking about all the things I can't do because of all this, and its just a whirlwind in my head. I can't understand any of it anymore. Its so exhausting. It feels like the depression and anxiety are fighting for my attention- 2 totally different vibes and its leaving me so uneasy. I am so bored yet when I attempt to function, even simple tasks, it takes everything out of me.