I think when my self-esteem is usually bad, I'm usually in this state where I think that nobody wants to be around me. But the thing is, if I believe that I am unworthy of interacting with people, then this inevitably seals my fate. I then create behaviors based on this self-reflection that draw people further from me. I couldn't possibly want to be around others if I didn't want to be around myself. I feel that the most important thing that I can do is practice self love.