Hello I am new to this. I wanted share a little bit of my story with you. I have experienced depression on and off all my life. But it didn't get worse until a few after I got married. The cause of it was two miscarriages. I tried to take my own life at least twice and was hospitalized for it. The last attempt was july of last year. I still struggle and I know that suicide is not an option for me. This is something that I don't open up to people about. I guess this would be the first step besides counseling. I want to reach out to those who feel they don't have anyone who can relate to them. Who thinks that nobody cares about them or that they are alone. I want you all to know that you are not alone.