I have a history of depression and anxiety. After the birth of my daughter I went through severe postpartum depression and anxiety. She is three now and I am still recovering. I have anxiety surrounding my daughter and her care and safety. I worry constantly about her and freak out if she gets sick or hurt. I thought I wanted to have two kids but now I am not so sure. Having one has proved to be difficult for me but I feel guilty for not giving my daughter a sibling. I am 32 and the clock is ticking, but I don’t know if I could handle another child. I fear another child would push me over the edge. I felt like I lost my mind with Lucy. Anyone with prior postpartum depression have a second child and not get postpartum depression again?