Hi! I'm new to this group & I was glad to see there was a site that might be useful to me. I live almost every day with fear & anxiety over what might happen to my 38 year old daughter who is addicted to alcohol & also had a bad addiction to heroin but she's now on methadone. She goes to the clinic every day to get her dose & then she starts drinking really cheap vodka & stops at night. She's so sick, has had pancreatis 10 times. They bring her into the hospital, detox her, she gets out & starts drinking all over again. My one biggest fear is that I'll lose her or she could have a stroke. I lost my oldest daughter who was 22 of a heroin overdose & my son overdosed twice on heroin but didn't die. I'm not sure how to deal with the fear, stress & anxiety. It's getting the best of me.