This is my first post. I've suffered from major depression and anxiety for quite a few years. Had med regimin that worked for almost 2 yrs. Tried other meds to help with the depression because I couldn't pull myself out of the constant suicide thinking. It's what I face everyday. Tried therapy with my insurance but the program in my area was laughable and didn't care about patients falling thru the cracks. I thought finally opening up about suicide would help but it didn't with them. I also suffer from ptsd. In a toxic relationship that makes life even more difficult.