I'm trying to figure out how I struggle with social situations. I have no friends anymore. I think I have to make myself go out. I went to a na meeting the other day. Today I had to force myself to walk to the drug store and get my flu shot. Every time I decide on a place to go,end up not going. I do my hair,makeup,get dressed. Then don't go. I've never been this bad before. What do I do? Tonight I've planned to go to out. Will I make it? Will I get there,and not turn around and go home? I have to do this. Tired of being so fear based. I'm lonely. Can't isolate anymore.