Hello Everyone,
I check this community daily and realized today that it has been a month since I last posted an update. I'm currently in week 7, there have been no cravings for weeks now, which is nice. However, the mental battle still carries on. I know that these should (hopefully) be subsiding soon (fatigue, mental fogginess, blurry vision, etc.). I have some days where I feel great, others I feel like I'm back to where I was a couple weeks ago. It's more frustrating than anything else at this point, with that said I understand my body needs time to heal so that is what I will give it. But just one general question, does anyone ever feel that everything is kind of happening and you're just kind of there? I'm thinking that might be the post-withdrawal depression/anxiety/depersonalization. That symptom has easily been the worst of all, knowing that you're not living life to the fullest and wasting these precious days.
I'll update you all hopefully not in a month from now, but currently being knee deep in midterms and schooling surely isn't helping the odds of that either
Thanks,
Buffalodude