Hey guys missing you all.
Just been super mega busy what with it just being me and the zoo and work it's been non stop.
But still holding out. I think I'm into my 3rd if not 4th week without any NRT.., I still have gum and stuff in the house but I figure with the nicotines out my system I don't need them. But I'm keeping them just Incase!!
I got the "last pack" from the nhs quit support thing I signed up to yesterday saying its the last thing I will get from them!! Errrr hello nhs that's the first thing I've had, my quit pack never came nor did my texts or anything else. Which is why this site has been so valuable even on the days I haven't been Able to come on The notification emails still come up on my phone. It's great as its a constant reminder that I you guys are here and it's better than any nhs email or leaflet pack that has never arrived!
I am now 97 days smoke free and that's a big wow , but I still an having cravings. I wanted to light some candles the other day searched high and low and eventually found a lighter. After months of not touching one it felt very strange in my hand yet familiar. Which I wAsnt comfy with so I've thrown it away and brought matches.
Anyways guys hoping to be on a bit over then next few days as I physically can't work as since one of the guys that held isn't around I've been doing painting and papering and appatently given myself tendinitis in both elbows!! Only I could do that!! So I'm now on trying to do less!! Just liking a walking accident zone!!
Well it's 12.30am and this is the first time I'm getting into bed before 2 in months!! So I'm going to make the most of it.!!
Hope you are all well and progressing in your journ.. Speak soon