HAPPY HAPPY MONDAY EVERYONE!!!!
Well isn't this just typical, the first day of my annual leave and I am up and about at 5.45 am and that is without the benefit of an alarm clock! The sunshine seems to have disappeared though but it doesn't feel cold so hopefully it will brighten up and be a lovely day!
Well I have to admit to having "felt it" a bit last night. I'm mixing the 0.6/0.0% nicotine liquid but to be honest is was mainly pure 0% yesterday, so by last night I was feeling it a bit. I was chatting to a friend on facebook and she said something nice to me and I just burst into tears!!! Yup, it was getting to me Crickey I've just realised something, if she had said something horrible to me, would I have snapped? Oh dear, I must try to remember not to bite people's heads off as I go through this!
In spite of the "difficulties" I have absolutely no intention of succumbing to the deadly weed - the mere thought of filling my lungs with toxic smoke again just horrifies me, especially as my airways "feel" so clear now, unlike when I was smoking! So I've got this! As irritating as it is to have thoughts of smoking a cigarette going around in my head, I KNOW I'm not going to do it, I'm in control and it's just another battle I have to get through as I finally withdraw from the nicotine completely, and one thing I know for sure.....it will get better!
Oh my gosh, wish me luck people!
And have a wonderful smoke free day!
Love and Big Hugs