Dont want to be a debbie downer but am posting a possible consequence in hopes it will stop someone elses want to cave crave.
Tomorrow morning i get to go have a biopsy to check for cancer or another health issue causing nodules.
I smoked 35 years.
In my 20s i Was going to quit...later. Quit & caved, usually in first week, oh well id try again soon... or later i had lots of time...even with asthma. No big deal.
O what a goose i was!
Now i get to dread these kind of tests, i Was so smart!
Am so very glad i quit, even if they find something bad now. Withdrawls felt bad. Emotions felt bad. You hear? Felt. They felt bad, they were/are NOT bad. They are healing.
What a wonderful consequence of quitting. Physical & emotional Healing!!
For any who pray please remember me tomorrow EST 10:00am that dr will see fit to biopsy both sides instead of splitting it up into 2 appointments. This will be my 7th. (Seems they are milking the system by having so many appontments to get to one hopefully final test! A fine needle biopsy sounds a bit freaky & id just as soon be done with it. )
Thanks for any who do.