long overdo life update

[teen_anxiety]

I’ve started meds and I’ve been in and out of counseling but can never finish before I get bored or no longer have the energy to go I have figured out the way to act to lead everyone to believe my I'm fine and when I came to school I lost a lot of friends and have had bad experiences in dating and that world I came out officially as bisexual and am finally realizing I don’t have to be the academic kid I was raised as and am taking a step back after this semester to figure out what I really wanted and not just what I thought I wanted I know this might not make sense but it’s been a while since I’ve been on this and it would be to much to update it all and so I just went thru the general stuff

I’ve been growing in my writing and creating skills tho and so making videos and acting or creating a piece of writing has been a good outlet for me

Also if you thought you knew me you know the old me time has done it’s job and I’ve changed so you may not know me the same anymore but that’s ok it’s not bad it’s good I’ve taken things I’ve gone thru and grown and changed