Well I’m usually pretty much smiling most of the time and get on with life best I can
Why do things all come at once.im pretty good at making sense and filtering out all the crap.
It just seems my body or brain is lately getting knocked for 6 but I’m feeling every time this happens I’m getting less able to cope.
I was in emergency accommodation.i have now been moved in to a rather nice room which I nicely decorated and as it has a large bay window I thought I would make a nicely shaped storage bench with cushions.i know how idilic.
Well it is.ive nothing to complain about regarding my room.
The house has 5 ppl living here including me who are all around about my age 49.
Now here is the thing.the guy who lives next door is 27,nothing against a 27 year old.
What I do take offence to is his rather bad attitude to the fact where because he didn’t like what I said which wasn’t rude in any way,he thought he would shout at me and say”I’m going fxxxing well splat you over the wall.
Wow nice second day of living here.
Now every one else is polite and we have a good chat.
This guy smokes weed from 8am till about 10pm.he smokes it in the toilet which makes it stink he drops ash on the floor.he smokes it in the kitchen and I have to breath it in.he smokes so much in his room you would have thought he was smoking in my room it stinks so much.every thing in my room is now starting to stink of weed.
He shouted at me the other morning because a guy came around from the housing department to install some window blinds at 9 am.
He apparently had had a bad nights sleep.
He said I wind him up.my answer was sorry mate I haven’t got a key big enough.
This guy has absolutely no respect for me the house or anything.im sorry but the way he behaves is absolutely disgusting.
I’ve contacted the housing department 2 weeks ago and no action.the tenancy states no smoking in the house no drugs etc etc.
So I’ve purchased my self a door draft excluder for the bottom of my door plus some insulation rubber for the surround of my door.
I bloody hate living here it’s total misery and it’s certainly not helping my mental health.i can imagine second hand weed smoke is mixing with my meds I take.
My wife I split up with in April has now after an argument decided to txt me this morning saying I’ve two weeks to get my stuff out of the garage and my work shop at the end of the garden.if I don’t remove it she will get s skip.
I just don’t need this as well as my colitis now re emerging.
I know she is not allowed to get rid of my stuff and has to give me written notice of when I’ve to get my stuff out.if she does skip my stuff I know I can take her to court and claim back what she has skipped but with new retail price not what it was worth
I woke up with a migraine and vertigo this morning and am feeling totally crap
Sorry just wanted a moan.
My stomach hurts so much I can hardy type or feel my fingers.i feel again detached from my body and feel totally numb