Guilty

[joillee]

Trigger Warning Even though im blessed with parents, a loving family and a roof over my head,im tired of living. I know there are other people who had worse and knowing that i feel even more guilty that i can not appreciate my life. Instead i pity myself and cry my heart out until there are no tears left.I have no reason to be sad but here i am.

[kenster1]

hi don't feel guilty your suffering is the same as ours.does your parents know of your feelings.

[joillee in reply to kenster1]

Hello

Glad to find someone like me and no they don't . My parents are very traditional and they dont take mental illness seriously.

[frozendawn]

sometimes i also feel alone even though i have my parents and siblings. but you have to keep going, you have to think about your family and how they will feel if they lose you, i obviously do not know your situation but i would suggest you try to talk to someone else about how you’re feeling. i hope this helps you in some way or another, remember that you are loved.

[joillee in reply to frozendawn]

Thank you so much. Honestly this type of messages help a lot and I have friends whom I do talk to but the darkness only goes away temporarily.

[Deniese67]

I know how you feel, I feel that way too. I just feel tired, and not very in tune with life right now. I just hope that something will intrigue me to snap out of this depression and make life worth living for. Just hang in there and let's find something that makes us happy to live for because I'm tired of being tired.....

[joillee in reply to Deniese67]

Thank you Deniese. I hope you also find your hapiness.

[Redhots7]

Why do you “ pity” yourself? What is it that you are missing enough that you don’t want to live ? Depression can be a chemical imbalance in your brain or it can be situational. Either way, you need to get an Appt. with your

Doc and discuss what is going on with you !!!! You may need to be

on an anti-depressant. You may be low on iron or other and a simple blood test will show it . See your

GP or GYN ASAP !

[joillee in reply to Redhots7]

Thank you for your advice. As for why I pity myself , I truly don't know.My day can be as great it can get but when I'm alone I feel pathetic.