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[Beautifulsky]

I had a personal crisis today where I was harassed and attacked by my older half sister in the past few days by email, text message, and also visiting my house. She accused me of being a bad executor, working on business proposals without her input, and trying to force me to answer to her. These are all false accusations and meant to exhaust me with having to constantly rebuttal and reply back. So instead of answering to the time consuming and pointless rhetoric, I'm going to ignore it. However, her hot tempered abusive behavior has trespassed me before (please read my other posts on this site for more details and context) and it caused me to start to tear up where I was emotionally upset. When I tried to turn to someone, no one was there who could understand where I'm coming from without having to start from square one with having to tell them the background, context, and bring them up to speed. So, when I turned to find someone, no one was there. So what I did was that I called a mental health crisis lines: I actually called 2 hotlines where I spoke to a counselor for about 20 minutes each. Well, I explained to them what was happening to me and I told them I wasn't suicidal or wanting to harm anyone else. But rather, I'm being mentally abused, by a life long effort from a blood relative, my older half sister. After that, I went to a counseling appointment where I shared this information about my situation with her and I was advised to block this older half sister from my phone so that I don't receive any more harassing text messages and also staying out of psychological abuse games. Also, I was advised by this counselor to get a restraining order against her to prevent her from crossing my physical boundaries like visiting my house to try to find a confrontation with me. These are the professional advices from my counselor who I have been seeing since last semester at a community college. She is also going to write me a letter of reference in the event I need to defend my mental health and also recommendation. I also realize I have ZERO personal social connections to people such as colleagues or friends I can talk to in a time of crisis like what happened today and I was disappointed I was left to only a counseling appointment which lasted only 1 hour. Well, I use this site also to reach out for others to see my perspective, truth, point of view, and also to learn objectivity in your responses. I welcome feedback on this ongoing volatile family abuse situation among an older half sister and her children and grandchildren and me and my twin sister who lost our only parent who was an elder, and also our long term main support. Any suggestions on how to make "friends" who can be there in a time of a crisis or to be support even be available to make a court appearance to defend my person against these attacks from my older half sister and her attorney who by the way aren't defending my recently deceased mother's valid Will in court.

[LazyXrayEyes2255]

You have rights and you should protect yourself! Always look after yourself!