I have spent so much time talking to people who don't understand and just tell me to be grateful. I wish I could but my life has been such a waste I have just exsisted for the last 10 years. I cant even tell you what I have done. The only thing I was ever good at was working and that's hanging by a thread. Everyday is different some are ok thanks to this site but some are awful. But at least I have somewhere to go for some support and I think that's what I have been missing. As my mum and dad have never been there for me and I have no real friends. I try to make friends but I can't ever connect. But I do continue to try as I realise now that hiding myself away makes it worse. Cheers to the good days one day at a time.
Better out than in