Hello, its Joe again. I still feel like I'm a failure, but the past few days have been uneventful, so that's OK I guess. Gives me time to get my thoughts together, which I have always found hard to do, let alone expressing these thoughts. But the feelings I dread feeling are still there. Upset, numb, the usual for someone with depression. Though I find myself thinking in circles all the time, and that can't be good.