I get all these resources people saying they care all of these things directed my way. I have seen psychiatrist therapist peer support and support groups. I can't keep going my brain keeps telling me I am all alone and to give up. I am so pissed at myself that I let a man I barely know do this to me and just ruin everything for me.
I am tapped out I cant keep going I need to end it and I need quiet. I don't know what else to do