So I'm doing my final year of A-levels and the pressure is getting too much. I've stopped going to see my GP because she was worse than useless and the counselling service have told me just to sit tight and wait for them to call me... I've been waiting 3 months! I'm really struggling at school and my grades just keep getting lower, what will I do if I can't go to Uni? It's my chance to get away from the life I have here!
Reading some of the other blogs here, most people tend to be older than me, so maybe some of you have some advice? I went to my head of year and his suggestion was to get medicated (seriously? A school child?) and the teacher I told just thinks by grinning with false brightness at me will somehow make everything better.
I just can't seem to focus anymore. I want to sleep too much or not at all. I don't want to eat but have to or else my concentration just gets worse. Cutting helps focus but the backs of my wrists just isn't enough anymore, all I can think about is how good it would be to cut the back of my head and let it bleed and bleed and bleed.
What do I do? I'm really lost