Hi all... New here. So there's a couple of things going on with me at the moment. Firstly, I'm finding it impossible to get my diabetes under control. There are days when I'm all fired up and ready to battle it but then there are the days where I'm totally defeated by it and couldn't give a rats ass if it ever gets under control. This has led to two side problems...
Firstly, I have developed phimosis which means I cannot pull back my foreskin due it being super tight. I have a constant infection as I cannot get in there to clean it properly and I've had nearly 2 years of my urinary tract burning when I pee. I cannot get an circumcision due to my HBa1C levels being too high and the NHS fearful that I would not heal properly.
Secondly, this has led to a lingering depression which I cannot break out of. My wife believes that pills such as sertraline are the way forward but I hate the way they make me feel....
I guess I don't know if I'm asking anything at all or simply using this forum as a way to get everything down and out my system; at least in digital form.
Thanks for taking the time to read this... Its appreciated.