so I’ve not been on here for a very long time while I’ve been going round the houses with different consultants. I’m now in the position where I’m getting bad flares and high ANA but a bit of a question mark over whether it’s lupus or multiple autoimmune issues causing it. MCAS is strongly suspected (by me!) but that door was shut as the specialist won’t look at it until my immune system is under control - not sure how that helps because my body is randomly reacting to drugs making it very difficult to get it under control. I’ve now been told I have fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, hyper mobile, hadhimotos and positive for lupus anticoagulant but no incidents to cause a formal APS diagnosis but have been started on 75mg of aspirin daily since yesterday.
that’s the highlights covered 😁. It’s been over 3 years since I physically saw a rheumatologist and been receiving phone consultants very infrequently and just been given depomedrone IM injections up to 4 times a year as needed while everyone refuses to give me steroid tablets because of the side effects. Unfortunately the last one 2 months ago wore off too quick and unusually I’ve gone straight into another flare where my fatigue levels have me at the stage I just want to sit and cry which is unlike me. Thankfully my telephone consult I had yesterday with a locum he approved another injection today and told me I could start on steroids if I want - I’ve said I want a face to face consult first to discuss it fully so that’s booked in for 2 weeks time.
while talking to him and going through all the drugs I can’t tolerate .. plaquenil, azathioptrine and nsaids cause severe stomach problems. Micofenelate gave me such hideously bad headaches within a few days that I could barely get out of bed. Methotrexate injections I was ok on but after about 18 months and on higher doses I was staying stable just below a flare so tipped over very easily and the side effects were getting stronger and the benefits were no longer enough to make it worth it so I was taken off that. So the consultant asked me if I’d ever been on Rituximab which I’d been previously told I wouldn’t qualify for as disease activity is low to moderate not advanced and I don’t have organ involvement.
so while getting my steroid injection from the lupus nurse today I discussed the options and it came up again. Basically as far as I can see I’m pretty much now down to 2 main options being oral steroids or biologics. The nurses view was that at 50 I could be on steroids a very long time and on the basis that we’ve exhausted all other options Rituximab is something that might be an option for me. She said that my immune system would be heavily suppressed but how much that is an issue I didn’t think to ask and obviously with covid that would have to be a consideration but other than that the downsides are much less and there are fewer long term side effects.
and that’s where I’m at and why I’m here. I’m not asking anyone to tell me what I should do and I know we all react differently so will weigh up all the pros and cons in detail first but I like to go into my appointments fully armed. And as much as I love most of the lupus team with the nurses being amazing there is no better advice about the practicalities than that from those that are actually living it. So can I ask what peoples experience has been of either or both options? Both good and bad. Any help, input, effects, side effects, considerations such as immune suppression, lifestyle changes that leads to etc all very gratefully received.
oh and sorry for the essay .. but well, you know 🤦♀️🤷🏻♀️