Conflicted

[DZRM]

Hi all,

Last year I was dosed with a vile of LSD in my eyes while I was sleeping. I had a seizure and was abandoned by the people that could have helped, hospitalized for 9 days, had my dog taken, had everything in my home thrown in the garbage because my roommate jumped ship and didn’t tell me, and wasn’t willing to recover any of my things. I ended up in a town 2,000 miles away from my family. Where I live right now is extremely nice, brand new townhome. However, I live with a couple that fights all the time and brings over people that do terrible drugs. I am dying for a healthier lifestyle and to heal from everything that’s gone on. I have the option of going home now which wasn’t possible before, to live with my parents and dog. It’s a much less cooler town, but I am struggling to find a job and new living situation to sustain my stay out here. I don’t know what’s best for me, or what to do moving forward. It feels like I have no good options.

[BrainIsFull]

What a terrible experience! I'm sorry that you went through that.

My immediate reaction to your post is to tell you to go wherever feels safest right now. I'd say that it would be healthy for you to have more stability than you seem to have with your current situation. If your relationship with your parents is okay then maybe that's your best option? And your dog is there! 🐕