The Place in My Dreams : There were two places... - Heal My PTSD

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The Place in My Dreams

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There were two places

I'd visit most often.

One dark,

One light.

& I remembered

We'd be near the water.

Your light

So blinding

I could barely see.

But I knew

it was You who was with me.

I never wanted to wake up again.

So many times,

I've closed my eyes

Wondering,

When you'd come back.

So many times,

I'd close my eyes

Wondering,

If You'd come back.

& Set me free

from this nightmare

Show me the answers that I need.

Instead,

You showed me a future so Bleak...

How can You change this story?

I Asked My Creator:

Why,

Do You want me here?

Why,

Did You want me to know these things?

Why?

For What purpose ?

Can't You just grant me peace?

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ElizaV

Ahh peace, that elusive concept.

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Truly it is. I take it day by day.

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Agreed. I do see glimpses of it now and again, but it sure is a skippery fox.

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Nature. Animals . Children. Surround yourself enough you'll see it more often 😊

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