There were two places
I'd visit most often.
One dark,
One light.
& I remembered
We'd be near the water.
Your light
So blinding
I could barely see.
But I knew
it was You who was with me.
I never wanted to wake up again.
So many times,
I've closed my eyes
Wondering,
When you'd come back.
So many times,
I'd close my eyes
Wondering,
If You'd come back.
& Set me free
from this nightmare
Show me the answers that I need.
Instead,
You showed me a future so Bleak...
How can You change this story?
I Asked My Creator:
Why,
Do You want me here?
Why,
Did You want me to know these things?
Why?
For What purpose ?
Can't You just grant me peace?