apts are too much for me, the noise all around, it is like a torture chamber because of my particular PTSD. Condos I guess are similar?
So townhome. On and on, too tired to get it all out.
Father could send some money so I can purchase townhome, cheap one and then I would have a home to live in since I have no idea what I am going to do.
But time pressure, I need to have my mother send letter to him explaining my need, then ask him to send money to her (buffer for me), then she sends it to me.
And the emotional terror of all that with my father is causing me to dissociate. Then after all that, do it all on my own, go out, look, buy quickly and move before next heat here in May.
Extreme stress. Dissociating and bump on the back of my spine getting bigger and more painful again.
More later
I understand your distress s omehwhat and can relate to the not wanting to be in an apt. but just FYI, many townhomes are rentable. this is what i am and i LOVE IT. it is quiet and peaceful here and NO ONE BOTHERS ME. i get to control who visits me and what not. I am in IL. good luck with this and getting a place. i hope it somehow can work out for u!
thank you. I am thinking about renting too again, a townhome, cheaper and quieter or guest home. I will think about that too. Look at that too. So much. I feel so overwhelmed and scared but I will have to quiet myself down. I know I have to stay in the present.
EFT...OR emotional freedom technique does wonders for just about any issue. I use if a LOT for myself. ....