My cell phone stopped working and all of the sudden a fear inside of me came out. My dad normally calls me often and if he can't reach me he worries. The anxiety of not being able to reach anyone just made me flip out. It was like I was in an emergency at that moment and I couldn't find a way out. I was never like this ... now I am cautious about everything and I hate it. I used to be able to not care about something like that. I don't like that feeling .... , I got a hold of him and was yelling at him for no reason... Yelling at my dogs during.... Now all I feel is guilt and sad.