I had some very intense processing dreams which I was ok with. In one I finally got to me my protector which as a young child was a dragon. However a couple of days later I had the most horrendous nightmare where I was convinced I was about to die. I have no memory of if but by body felt terrified and devastated, I was a helpless child in this nightmare. I can't link it to anything.
I seem to have lost all my inner parts, perhaps they are just very scared. But it has been almost a week now and they are very quiet, I also have stopped journal writing which is not me. Starting to feel very low now, and in a couple of weeks I will be taking 4 /5 weeks off theraphy so that could be part of it as well. In essence I'm kinda lost now.