I really HATE...

[mstwixie]

fear of abandonment...it's so hard to deal with and so difficult to focus on anything else but this awful feeling inside my head!!!!

[nessa3]

Wow sorry....cant really relate ...Ive never struggled with that before...my struggle is I push away, isolate, keep myself protected so I dont get hurt.

[mstwixie in reply to nessa3]

I do push away as well, not intentionally but it happens as a defense mechanism.

Not really what I want to do, but it's how I turned out after my trauma.