I had to learn a very hard lesson recently and that is being okay with not being a fixer. When my world crashed after the trauma, I felt like I needed to be the fixer trying patch everything and everyone up so that they would be okay with my diagnosis. Who does that? Finally after having another relapse a few days ago, I had to let everything go. Why try to be a fixer when no one took the time to be a comfort to me. I'm not being petty but real. Is this new? No I tried to be a fixer many years and would collapse under pressure. The preacher last night confirmed through his sermon," don't fix it, let it go." I got the message.
This morning I'm being okay with letting it go. This morning I turned my back to a situation that I am not going the fix. As they say, I'm letting go and letting God.