I AM SO SCARED! This will be my second medical assessment and i'm so worried! I feel awful today and have done now for a few weeks and i'm sure i'm due a major bed bound flare up moment!! At least on Tuesday they will see that I do struggle. Luckily the other half has said she will come and push the wheelchair so i haven't got to walk from the car park to the place as its a right mission and last time took me so much longer than expected! I just don't want to go and do the bending and stretching and trying to tell them everything. I hate to feel like im being judged! On my way last time i had several panic attacks and had to pull the car over get out and calm down.
Another rant whilst im on about ESA is them stupid stupid stupid work base program they are sending me to at the moment!!! It has no disabled access so I find myself struggling with the stairs to get in then waiting and sitting for half an hour only to tell the guy the same story everytime! Its driving me crazy!!! :(!