Yesterday caused personal arguments at home
Mainly because i feel a burden and that i am MOANING it is difficult when you not been going through it for yrs (which i dont know how uou cope and i guess there is no end)!!! 2 yrs of constant agony and i dont disclose everything !
Last year i got so many things and electric shocks in my face and brushing teeth and using hands and eating. This year its horrible aching stinging and shooting pains i suffer both sides of face just like everything elsr on body, but my left side is worst! (why they finding hard to diagnose i guess lol)my jaw and above my teeth on gums my left side of face and left eye and my ear but that comes and goes. I have had sinus problem since feb which then radiated round my face so i was given momentasone a nasal steroid . Little relief if any but now 4 months down line still suffering was in tears half of yesterday with it nearly wanted to go hospital lol as i woke all left side burning stinging from neck to foot and felt a horrible feeling even holding a glass or a cup the weakness and band feeling then as teatime came ohh i couldnt even remember if taken my meds so really suffered my hands are stinging aching feeling too. I ended on wine last nite to try kill it as i read they inject alcholol in jaw lol (i should stop reading) so thought why not try alcholol?!? Dint wrk i will say had pills and went to bed midnight i have had 5 hours sleep broken but i know today is going to be the same!! I have woke the same booo.
I was that bad and argued and cried i even deleted hubby from FB as he said all i talk about is wrk wrk and my illness ... Welll am sorry but maybe you should take my mind OFF it so sulked in bedroom alllll afternoon and night lol.
He is good he does 90% of everything except girls bedrooms and half bathroom lol i just felt he was sayin put ip and shut up! Hormones i guess as ladies things aswell which is when i suffer the MOST a flare every single month puts me in bed and nearly every wkend i have som time in bed as worn out from focusing on wrk. Its like my body knows i have finished so gives me no wkend to do anything. After the wkend at seaside last wk i was in bed wen came home. And ppl who dont hav a clue say ohh you been lazy lol nooo its cos am flaming suffering!!! To enjoy anything these days usualy puts me in bed i hate it and i am trying not to get depressed about all.
Well rant over and how are your wkends xxxxxxxxx what have you done huggly wugglys xxxxxx