feel bit bad i posting that i am due my monthly but i have never been in my bed so much and suffering is awful! its wet and damp weather ! LEEDS weather British weather
was rudely woken with sever pelvic pain needed a wee wee and relieved then rushed back again and again to loo , alll day my pelvic area my legs, hands, tiredness, weakness and facial burning round my face and my jaw ohhh what a Bank HOliday!
There is festivals going on too which had invites to and not been in the mood at all.
I keep smiling as when you have kids you have to !!! and pretending your ok but it is hard work you do not know whether to laugh or cry .......... just no energies and the strength and weakness is unreal the neck muscle spasms and nauseus too ..how cruel you are so
FAB !!! which is an abbreviation in my book i will let you guess! hehe
We try to do things the best we can. Making a cuppa to me to day is a chore! as much as my lovely hubby will do it for me i am not unable to i just cannot be bothered as not feeling up to it.
I have a wkend to london and at monment as so much i wanna catch up with the girls i not up to it as i not the 'old' me dancing around and jumping on the bed and putting the extensions in and pampering how i look anymore i cannot be bothered.
it shows since hubby says to me 'sweetheart i think your hair needs washing and colouring' since he knows i am the sort that is proud of how i look !!!
i just not into it anymore??
ohh back to work tomoro!!! not feeling it at all and i run the business! feeling low already had one break down this wkend proper heartbroken break down
Sorry guys we alll have our moments i guess and i have things i determined to do too xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx