first of all let me say thats its been one of those weeks where everybody wants my time ,my family that is ,
somtimes i feel like im going mad ,with the 5 kids and a husband all vieing for my attention ,
i can deel with it most of the time ,but somtimes i have times where i just cant cope ,
this time of year is bad for for all the things i have to remember with 4 children in school ,ive noticed ive started to panick a bit ,and my heart is beeting too fast ,cause of trying to remember everything ,
i write things down ,but still forget lol
ive been trying to get on here cause atleast i can talk to you guys and know everyone understands me .
everytime i try ,theres someone talking to me ,asking questions .telling me somthing ,
as i sit here writing my daughter has just had a teenage tantrum ,so now im crying
anyone want to give me hugs lol
somtimes i feel they dont care as long as everything they want is done ,when i feel like poo .......
I JUST WANT 5 MINS PLSE !!!!!!!!
anyway i love my family even if they do make me mad and wouldnt want it any other way really ,life would be a bit boring otherwise lol
thank you for listening to me ,gentle hugs everyone nte nite xxxxxxxxxx