Well, I'm sure I'm not the first person to post about this subject. But I really need to say how difficult and sad I feel trying to keep up with demands others keep placing on me. I find it so hard to do so many things. Besides fibro, I suffer from bursitis to both my hips, back issues, hypothyroid and chronic fatigue. I try to keep as much normacy as I can in my life. My husband is very kind but he has so much more energy than me. I feel bad that I can't do more. More and more, I just want to be at home and not do anything physical. I can't stand walking at all. If I have to get off my sofa it's a big deal sometimes lol! Anyway, I feel bad. I really do. He asked me tonight to go for a drive. Most nights I just cringe and go because I don't want to disappoint. But deep down, I feel like not doing anything and feel I live my life as a charade. Not because I don't love him, as I do adore him. But because I can't enjoy anything I have to do. It hurts so much.