Well i am feeling really low today had an awful night hardly any sleep because of pain and fatigue, tried talking to my husband and there was little or no interest all i get is nothing i can do. Does he not realise i know that but just some comfort would not go a miss from him anything i don't feel like i have any support at all from him and i don't know what to do barring walking away and dealing with it all on my own. Sorry guys if i sound down on myself but that's how i am feeling today and to also be told from my manager that she can not keep my job for me as i am a care assistant for the elderly and i have to be in really good health to deal with all the strain and pressure, i do understand where she is coming from but finding i have this last week then my hubby like this and now loosing my job how much lower can it get for me because of it. All i want to do is cry i have not even told my sisters or brother as i know they would not understand at all, all i really want to do is see my Mum and speak to her but unfortunately my mum has passed away my father has dementia so can not even turn to him.Wow i am so alone and in so much discomfort whom can i turn to sorry guy's im a low of all low's
Can anyone give advise on what to do please need help desperately !!!