I'm sitting here all on my own and have been all weekend my fella helping his dad out on his narrowboat down in Leeds and I'm in too much pain to have been able to go.
I saw my doctor on Friday to explain to him all about my aches and pains how all my meds don't seem to help and I wonder why I even bother taking them, I'm not sleeping my head is pounding and has been for over a month I have very sever tinnitus and sometimes struggle to hear, restless legs and knees that feel like any minute now they are going to snap my legs off constant cramps also in my legs. Pain and discomfort where my pacemaker is ohh the list goes on.
I feel like I'm am wasting his time, I explained all the above and more to him he has decided to take me off my pain meds (naproxen) ad put me on sertraline he thinks all my pain in just me being depressed and anxious, I've refused this medication before and will not take it now either as I have epilepsy and do not feel safe plus I have only been diagnosed with depression since all this messing around with my PIP application over a year ago and the pain I am constantly in that no-one seems to get. They just want to tell me I'm depressed give me a pill and send me away, I really do not know what to do, I feel very alone right now.
I'm sorry for depressing tone of my writing tonight thanks for reading
Enjoy your evening guys
love and light