Hi everyone and happy new year to all xx
I'm sure you have all had a similar day but from the minute I got up yesterday I just felt awlful. I mean worse than normal.
I opened my eyes in bed and thought no this doesn't do me any good to lay here and feel sorry for myself so I got up and fed the dogs and just did small jobs. Ie put a bit of washing on and then put it in the dryer. I really paced myself and sat down in between every job like a good girl.
My husband has a six foot fish tank that we are trying to sell because it's become my job to look after and I've put my foot down to say no more but it still has to have the pump cleaned until it goes so I did that but asked someone to get it out and put it back for me.
Then I laid down for an hour before cooking dinner but after that I felt like I had 3 doses of flu. I don't think I have felt that bad for many years I literally didn't know what side to lay on in bed. I half joke and I wouldn't do it but I really wouldn't have cared if a vet had put me down.
I have had an emotional time in the last month with my partners aunt turning on me after me dedicating 10 years of my life looking after her and her husband. I have learned my lesson ! Then my dear Labrador collapsed on me before Christmas and was in the vets for 4 days. Luckily he is back home but they reckon he only has a few months.
I think that what we and people around us don't realise is that stress around us does not necessarily affect us straight away and can get us later on and can last a long long time.
Us fybro people seem to be a type !!! Very very soft xxxx