"THANK YOU ALL"
So very much for your replies and words of both support and advice,
in respect to the pain over the many many years of suffering, pains just about everywhere we can think of at times and some maybe places we can't mainly due to confusion. Well I have over time become a very very strong willed person and each day on waking I would immediately switch to "Rise above it mode "
Which surprisingly enough I can hold for a fair length of time it always would show itself by my head and body profusely perspiring even on the coldest days its uncomfortable position to be in but helped me to keep some mobility through the waking hours Don't get me wrong I have take huge amounts of prescribed drugs over the years and still do but without the immense will-power I have honed and developed I personally know that by now I would be a full time chair user
I think what I am trying to say is I really do try to keep a positive attitude on my debilitating conditions and say well I am lucky I still have all my limbs and a Brain that that although is at times fighting for its own sanity its is still producing Concious thoughts and keeps me in the same day as everyone else My sense of humour has helped me through some pretty dire times and although I know the older I am getting the more cynical I become I am never above seeing the funny side to life
KEEP SMILING EVERYBODY...