Hi every one not been on here for a while,as I have been so ill. I have Fibro and Virol fatigue,have had them for 20 years and was living with it and could pace myself.....Most of you know that my health has gone bad especially this year.
Well now I am still like a mitchelin man body filled with fluid. I could not walk because my right leg was so heavy, now me other leg is nearly as bad!!
I can't get in or out of bed ,can't turn over, cant even use the toilet properly as my hands and arm go into spasm. I have to have my food cut up or they go. If I try to get up myself I fall and even with help nearly pull my husband over! My muscles spasm in my neck shooting over my head and the pain is horrendous. When I try to move my legs in bed they do the same! And now to top all of that I have a hacking cough ,and as it is not in my lungs it does not warrant antibiotic.
To say I am sick of this is an understatement . last night I was so upset as I am only 64 and my 87 year old mum can do more than me. I feel a burden to my OH and I am going to see if I can get into a home somewhere and let him live his life in stead of nursemaiding me!
All I get from the Dr's etc is Oh its your FB......don't see anyone else with this going on for so long......A flare I know can be bad and last a while but over a year and getting worse is not right somehow !
Sorry to moan this has taken me ages to write all this but I am so sad and just needed to get it off my mind x x x
Gentle Hugs to everyone x x