I was diagnosed with this awful illness last June although I feel I've had it a lot longer and things are going from bad to worse. I feel I have really deteriorated over the last few weeks. I really can't take any more. Completely broke down last night and cried and cried. I feel such a useless burden to my wonderful husband who works so hard in a very manual job. My daughter is taking me to the drs this morning as I don't feel capable of taking myself.
I regularly get shingles ( last bought was only 3 months ago and now I have it again) I've had a headache for days now and I'm wiped out. Just want to sleep and never wake up
Seriously thinking of coming off pregablin as I'm sure this makes my brain fog worse. I was such a lively person and very house proud, now it's just an effort to get out of bed and get dressed. I know I'm feeling sorry for myself but I can't help it. I hate this and just want it to stop. I have so much in my life at the moment that I should be grateful for. My son who I have been estranged from for two years has come home and I have a wonderful daughter and two beautiful grandchildren as well has my god send of a husband but I'm unable to enjoy any of them. I ask every day what have I done to deserve this? I have always been the carer, the one to get things done now I am nothing, useless and I hate it.