actually managed to cut my grass today(well some of it).feeling tired wanting to sleep all day.watched BGT and thought Attraction were absolutely amazing.
went to bed but not get to sleep-throat is tighter and lumpy(dr again said I cant feel anything)-is it because they don't want to admit they are wrong ,stomach feels hard,painfully sore and lumpy when pressed and i still think it is more than bloating (as my Dr actually said the other day)becasue of weight gain on my stomach and loss elsewhere.he said I have osteoarthritis in my fingers and I asked him if the icy coldness in my left hand is raynauds or something else he said it was.
to top that my elderly dog is next to me and very wheezy-breathing heavy.then annie has come upstairs and lain on the floor next to me-she gets worried when Buster is poorly.
I am certain that I have lupus from my symptoms-nasal ulcers,(still awaiting results of ct scan)
scalp condition-that is spreading,face rash/redness-butterfly shaped and redness of skin all over.lackof appetite.
my op is not until august,can I suffer that long? if my gallstones have been he problem all along then why didn't dr's investigate fro hem . my dr said when I saw him that he hopes my stomach will be better after the op.i thought to myself you didnt even arrange a ct scan when i asked fro another one and it now seems that you are taking ??(whatever the word is that I want to use)for gallstones being discovered. every time I look in the mirror my stomach looks bigger than ever,it was so hot today yet I had to wear a fleece to hide my pregnant-looking stomach.